Awesome

Well my last post was less than a happy one, thats changed. The last few days have been great probably starting on Tuesday (my last radiation for my hip) ever since then and I guess building up to it I was feeling better; I was getting out of that chemo funk. As I said since about Tuesday Ive felt great and it came to a peak last night at work. I was in the shop working not doing a show track. So my time was filled with stuff that I needed to get caught up on etc. But as the day moved along and I was out and about the theater I was overcome by this feeling of joy. One that I honestly can say I never felt before. It was as if my heart was going to burst out of my chest. I didnt know what to do, I was even overcome enough to have to step aside and let some tears out. And for those of you that really know me yes Im a cryer usually for sad stuff but this time was totally 180. It happened many times.

I called my brother Gary and told him how I was doing, told Jennifer as well on my break. I know being happy at work is one thing but I didnt know how to contain it I feel better now than Ive felt in a long time.

And I plan on keeping it that way.

I came to the conclusion of 1 thing, we all die. I may die in 2 years from this, I may die in 10 or 20. But if cancer wins it will only win the physical battle. NOT the spiritual or emotional battle.

The last 2 are under my control.

2 more chemos
Trip to Green Bay to see my Bucs with my Girl
pet ct in December CLEAN!!!!!
AND HAIR BY MY BIRTHDAY

THATS ALL FOLKS.